At first I was hesitant to go on a vacation. I don’t know. Maybe I just don’t want to miss anything at where I am right now. Good thing a friend of mine forced me to. He said it could help me relax mentally and emotionally. So I went ahead and gave it a shot.

It was my first time leaving Luzon (I know, what a loser!). My friends and I went to Cebu and Bohol for a short vacation. It was a feel-good trip for me, I should say. Everything was perfect until we rode the plane going back home. All the things I was trying to forget comes rushing back in my mind in an instant. I can literally feel a part of my head hurting. Maybe I should just stayed there for good. If only I have enough money…

At least I was able to forget things for a while. That helped me jumpstart my brain. I’m ready now, I guess.

Once a snatcher, always a snatcher.

Once snatchable, always snatchable.

Seeing that everything is okay between them makes me feel really bad. Evil as you may call it, but I was expecting that it’ll turn out to be like hell for them. I never liked seeing them together, happy and problem-free. I’m not expecting them to understand how I feel because they’re on the other side of the story. I don’t think they even want to. They’re too happy to think about others, especially the person they hurt the most.

I’m at the losing end. Or maybe way past the losing end. And I guess all I can do now is to stop caring and wish for my own peace of mind.

C’est la vie.